BeautifullyDefined

I don’t want the shot end of the deal anymore. I want this to happened… please let it work.

My hands were shaking, I couldn’t breath as the tears came unwelcome streaming down my face.

My heart yearns for you. My mind burns with memories of you. I try to push it away but your name is stained on the tip of my tongue.

Being completely in love with someone who has absolutely no clue, sucks.

YEARS MONTHS SEASONS

What could this be
I look into your eyes to see
But I’m locked out without the key
I know there are reasons
I know there were seasons
Months
We went with our questions
Me wishing
What I could have
Would have
Should have been
And now I sit here locked out
Without the key
Not under the mat
I thought maybe you’d leave it for me
But that would mean
You would have to need me
Want me
Long to have me by your side
If only
Just so know I’m there
You push in one direction
As I’m pushing in the other
In hopes to get on the same track
No matter the weather.
Jasmine M Allen ‘13

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Keep it up

I hate having to come in to work at 6 and then you add on the fact that I have to do my job and other peoples becaudr they think they get paid to show up to work and fucking do nothing. But you know what keep it up cause all your doing is making me look better!

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EVER

As I try to erase you The image of me locking eyes with you is all I can see Your hands traveling across every inch of my body The heat of your breath against my ear… The times you just held me in your arms and we just talked I wish the timing was different I wish you could love me The way I love you I wish I didn’t fall in love with you at this time. I wish you never walked into my job that day That night that changed my whole life Changed my thoughts of love and life And now I’m left here KNOWING my love for you will never be received or… returned So I want to erase you from my memory because thinking about you makes my heart scream for you. Makes my hand reach for you But your not there You will never be there EVER so please allow me to erase you from my mind It would be much easier if I could hate you But I don’t hate you. I just want to erase you.
Jasmine M Allen ‘13

MISSING

I can’t look you in your eyes
So I stare off in the distant
Cause my mind wont give me the courage
The courage to tell you what your missing
Is it you that I’m missing?
How can a piece of me be missing?
A piece I never really had?
Is it you?
I can’t look at you because I’m terrified it could being you.
Because I can’t have you.
So I stare off in the distant
Id rather dream
Then face reality
Ill stay lost in this mission
Until we know what we’re missing.

Jasmine M Allen ‘13